Wednesday, November 15, 2006
mY best freNd's weDdinga strange gloom has taken over me after the initial euphoria settled....... strange thoughts have inhabited my khaali dimagh since then. what will i do now? it would be SO different without 'her' around. who will i share my stupid fears with? who will listen me out no matter how unreasonable i may be? who will encourage me to move ahead? what will i DO without the person who made me move forward all these years????????
yes, my best frend's getting married, and moving out of the country, permanently...for ever...never to return!! haaye, kia hoga?
i was REALLy happy, infact happier than i have been in a looooooooooooooong time when i heard 'the news'. it all happened SO quickly, within a matter of weeks....and she's really happy mashaAllah...i am too but....i dunno, its SO strange. i still just cant imagine how things would be without her here. when someones been with u for such a long time, ten years almost, then they become a part of u....u may not talk to them every day and may not even meet em for months at a stretch....a part they are nonetheless. and now that part is going away, m kinda jealous of her 'man'. lol. he's a prize winner.....taking 'her' away without even knowing her pehley se.....and leaving us with nothing. and she'll be so so soooo far away.............