Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Its strange how you run out of things to talk about with your closest, most beloved friends. I had one such conversation after a very long time with a very dear friend.
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, howz u dear? Long timeeeeeeee
Hey…….howz ya? M fine :-)
Mai bhi theek Alham dolillah!
Aur sunao whats happenin?
Nothing much, I ve got a ppr tomorrow.
Oh really? Best of luck then!
Yeah thnx…
And howz ur job going?
Its fine, I hav a day off tomoroow becuz of the ppr.
Oh great!
Aur sunaoo….
Aur sunaoo….*silence*
after 15 mins I discover that the Friend is offline now, so much for a chat after a looooong time.
I feel bad about it, very bad indeed. Its not just one person, its with all of my old friends. No more heart-to-hearts with F and D anymore, no more soul talks with A, no more late night gossips with T, not even an occasional sms. Whats up with everyone bhai?
It seems we’re always on different wavelengths. Even when I occasionally call them up or vice versa we hardly chat for 15 mins and then hang-up, unless there is a major crisis to be talked about. Everyone is so damn caught up with jobs and bosses and workplaces. Sometime I feel really bad for quitting my job just like that, I should have given it another shot, maybe things would have worked out. But m such a fool for being pissed off over minor issues at work! Now I regret it. Maybe that would have kept me from being nostalgig all the time!!!