Monday, September 26, 2005
It hurts a lot when people closest to you fail to understand you. I’ve finally resigned to the fact that no one, no matter how good that person is, accepts his/her own mistakes. Anaa ka masla bana liya jata hai apni ghalti ko accept kerna. You can very easily point out or rather you have everyone else’s follies on your fingertips but you always fail to acknowledge what others have to say about you.
And this is especially bad when the person in question happens to be your best friend!
I unfortunately happen to be an extremely sensitive person. Where I listen to other peoples problems and lend my shoulder to cry on I expect the same from my friends too. I know I shouldn’t, but I do expect a lot from those I am closest too and they have come up to those expectations on most occasions too. But it really breaks me apart when they fail to understand my point or fail to see things my way. I guess one should never expect this much from anyone. It only hurts you!
I had a world war 3 with D yesterday and yet I went to her party today taking an initiative on the peace making process. But she is so very determined to not to see things from my point of view, and un D-ish that now I don’t even want to try and make things alright. I know my other two friends are right and eventually I will want to talk to her some day but right now….its just out of question.
Why the hell do friends become so unreasonable that you want bang your head on the first wall that comes your way?? Why do people in general make everything an anaa ka masla? When will we learn to accept our own mistakes??? I dunno why saying ‘sorry’ is such a big issue with everyone.